All I want is you this Christmas...

First of all my apologies to those who reguarly read my blog but haven't had anything to read for a while, just hold on...this will be a LONG one! :)

AND here we go...

Starting with my blog title...I have had the N Sync Chritmas CD FOREVER, recently though, I've lost it, this is my first Christmas without it and its been kinda sad...I LOVE it, it has been and will always be my favorite Christmas album...I don't know how many of you have ever actually listened to it (ha) but I loved it. It had some traditional songs on it but mostly they were songs about lost love or being in love on Christmas...and I think that might be the reason I loved it so much. I haven't had a "love" on Christmas in six years and even then it was more childhood love than true love. But I always loved the CD because it gave me hope that some day I would SURELY be in love on Christmas.It made me think of how special that Christmas would be when it finally came around. And just now sitting here thinking, I am sure I have come to figure out why I can't find my N Sync CD or maybe even why I haven't put too much effort into looking for it this year...I finally have THAT LOVE on Christmas that they were singing about...and I was hoping for and dreaming of, and I can tell yall right now it is so SPECIAL, more special than I ever dreamed about! I have decided I didn't need the CD this year because I no longer need to dream about the love and how special it will be...I'm living it, and this Christmas is the most special Christmas I've ever had! The best song to suit me this Christmas from that CD is this:
All I Want is You This Christmas. Yall should look up the lyrics...I would put them in this blog but 1 it would make it SO much longer, 2 it wont let me copy and paste them and 3 i'm too lazy to actually type them all out! :)

Moving on....SO much has happened since my last blog! School FINALLY ended for the semester and I got 2 B's and an A... :( not really what I was hoping for or feel I deserved but I guess there isn't much to do about that now! Josh took me to Austin for my first visit ever and it was fun. There was a little bit of uneasiness about a situation but we made it through and it was a good time! He recorded some songs while we were down there and I got to meet up with an old high school friend! Now I've been working all day every day trying to make a lil extra money for the holidays (which didn't really work out the way I had planned because a bike I had borrowed from someone got stolen so I feel the need to pay her something for it). I have also been trying to get holiday shopping done and it reminds me so much why I HATE holiday shopping! :) ha.

I am totally looking forward to the next two weeks. I will work until Wednesday at noon possibly then it will be off to Mansfield for Josh's first service with his rents, little brother and my ROOMIE! As soon as that gets out it's hit the yellow brick road time! I will be on my way BACK to Kansas AGAIN! :) I prolly won't get home until LATE Christmas Eve. When I get home it will be family Christmas stuff the WHOLE time. Then BE EXCITED because I surely am JOSH IS COMING TO KANSAS! :) It is time to meet the fam! :) I am SO pumped for this! Any other guy I would be nervous to take home to my family but not this one...I'm so ready! It's long past due!!!!! After our Kansas outtings we will be headed back to Texas but not just the 7 hour drive back to Texas, a NINE HOUR drive ALL the way down to Centerville to Josh's rents for a night then to HOUSTON to see Sister Jessica and Brother Jacob and their spouses and kids of course!\

I am so ready for the whole holiday stuff to happen and for our travels! :) I will be doing my best to keep yall updated even though for most of the trip I won't have internet! :) Gotta love middle of NOWHERE Kansas! Love yall and hope yall are doing well! :)

Until the story continues....