So I've started this three times now...and I've decided I'm just gonna write and what comes out comes out....
So it's back to that time...a year since we met...and everything that is going on...makes me miss you...even though you are right here...it's just not like it was then anymore...and it sucks... :)...but I'm surviving...just like you've told me I would...And I'm doing pretty good...but as you could prolly guess there is so much I want to say...Just don't think you want to hear it...So I will just write it here... I miss you...I miss talking until the wee hours of the morning...I miss listening to music and most of all I miss feeling so safe and perfect in your arms...but even more than that...I miss the confidence I had the first day we met...I was sure you wouldn't break me down...I was sure I wasn't going to let you in...I was SURE I wouldn't fight for your attention...Boy was I wrong...
And now I sit here...thinking of it all...knowing that we've "talked" about it numerous times...and knowing that it doesn't need to be "talked" about again :)...I just want you to know that I NEVER would have got through that month without you...No matter how it turned out...I needed you then and you were there...and I just want to say thank you...
Funny how this is titled SO much in a year yet the only two things I can really say right now are I miss you, and Thank you....
No comments:
Post a Comment