Today for some reason is one of those days, where I'm suddenly thinking about the future as if I HAVE to know what is going to happen so I can make plans accordingly. But guess what, I don't know what is going to happen, no one is going to tell me what will happen, nor should I feel the need to HAVE to know what will happen. Life is life, its going to happen they way it is supposed to no matter what we do. Decisions and choices we make will have an effect but it will all work the way it was meant. Now making that statement you would think I could just let it all go and be fine the rest of the day, but this feeling isn't going away anytime soon, even though I KNOW what I need to, in order for the feeling to pass.
Some of the things on my mind include wondering what will happen in 6-8 months, wanting to say things but feeling like I can't, lacking motivation for even the simplest things in life, being scared to take that next step in life, am I really ready?
So much to think about in so little time...
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